How to be Happy, and Other Helpful Hints

After my boyfriend left, and I got ditched by the guy I met at an art show my pieces were being shown at (see me here: www.kendrakruse.blogspot.com ) I've been trying to find happiness. Really, it seems pretty lame that I don't have it without a guy, but I just want to feel loved. I know my family loves me, my friends do.. but I want a deep love. An intimate love.. I crave it. Is that so bad? /: